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1:46 AM

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Doubt- Doubty

Can you guys tell me how and when can i have some self-confidence?

Like seriously, i think i need to SEE a psychiatry is that the word? Yeah to make me feel like i have chance to be something that i wouldn't really thought i would. And especially the guy i like, liking me back for who i am and will make me smile no matter what.

Right now the issue is that i don't have confident that whether the guy i like, like me back.

Like what's my problem now? I thought i don't care whether he don't like me, but honestly i do care. I just care and i just wanna know whether he likes me or not. That's all. Like my bestfriends Shafiqah,Haziq and Pao told me he does like me.... and i do have a chance there. But at the same time, im doubting those thoughts they have. More and more each day i feel like he won't like me at all. But if i keep on thinking that way HE WILL NEVER LIKE ME and it will happen more. Its the POWER OF ATTRACTION something liddat :P But too be honest, i just don't know what got into me. I seriously need to tell myself that :

If he don't like you NINI, then there's someone out there who will love you for who you are but not now. Why can't you be fckin patient ?

But sometimes it can't be helped right?

But right now, if i really want to hear from his own mouth whther he likes me or not , i have to be ready for the pain or for the excitement. ITS WHETHER YES OR NO D:

OMYGOD i should stop now ! omg.

God please show me some signs. Amin :)

Before that i have a confession to make,

Dude i like you and although we haven't meet each other yet.

You just lighten up my day. Always.

And thanks for listening to my stupid love stories. While i told you that,

i didn't realize that you are the one who've been making me smile :)

IM STUPID LA OMG SHUT UP NINI

OMG AAAAH OKAY BYE