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Nurul ARYNI Bte Jamaluddin

First of all, I don't eat. I bite.
I love my besties,you know who you are ♥
I am freaking 17 this year, and I am a Singaporean.
I'm outrageous, hyper and very outgoing.
I have a band name Less Than Three ♥
I love to sing and dance, and I have to believe in myself.
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5:26 AM

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Did i do anything wrong?

I don't know why but today i feel so angry and frustrated.Yes i mean i didn't go to school but OMG, i was effin tired due to the drama and lack of sleeping. I just feel sooooo pissed and feel like there's no reason for them to be so angry at me for lepaking with the "JANTANS". How many "jantans" were there actually? Its only 2 of them and you even know the both of them. Its only haziq and rafi.Why this time you blame mum for everything its none of your both faults. I am just hanging out and doing nothing.Its a different story if i do drugs,drink and smoke. Its not like i do that. I still have my brain and senses okay!

Forgive me if i am not like all the other kids who can do well in their studies and so nice stay home and do nothing. I have a life, and i know what i am going to do with it. Yes maybe right NOW, i show you i don't want to study and i hate studying..i mean who doesn't right? But i know what i will do for my future! I won't be stupid enough to ruin it by just lepaking with my friends. I have the moments where i think where i shud go after school okay. I just don't show it. Like i said, don't judge the book by its cover. I maybe the worst, but i am who i am and theres nothing you can do about it. I am sorry, i love you both... but if only this little thing can make you mad then thats it. I just don't trust you guys anymore.

You don't trust me too. Why shud i trust you guys?